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The mysterious world of MONICA CROESE

10.3.10

Renee; a sparkling, sweet spirit

The first time i found Renee on the world wide web i was intruiged. Her bright and sparkling spirit attracted my attention. This lady who had to deal with so much sorrow and illness and loss of beloved ones in a very short time got my admiration because she stayed positive at all times. And then she shined also because of her always supportive and empathic comments on other peoples blog. Therefore i was so happy to meet her here in the blogosphere where she puts a smile upon my face with her lovely and sweet comments. Reading her blog i became aware that Renee herself was ill, more ill than i suspected at that time. Perhaps i didn't want to believe it because of her oh so lively, sparkling spirit. Her beautiful posts about her life and family, with so much love in it, made me feel close to her, feeling friendship. And i thanked her for her openess and her gift of making people feel good. About themselves and life.
Then her daughter posted on her blog that Renee was ill, suffering from much pain, that she wasn't able to post herself. All blogfriends, included me were happy with this post, Renee was so much missed and i was wondering. I wasn't the only one. After this post i was afraid fo find a new post. Praying for Renee and her lovely family, hoping for miracles.

I just opened my blog and saw in the sideline a new post on Renee's blog. I immediately knew what it was all about and felt, feel lots of sorrow. Renee is gone, she starts a new journey to the well of love and life, she's gone home. I am happy for her, she now is free of pain and reunited with her beloved ones who already were on this journey. I feel sorrow for her family, because they must be heartbroken with the loss of this caring, beautiful spirit.

Renee, you'll be missed but the love that you spread around blooms in the hearts of all people around the world that had the luck to meet you. I wish all your family and friends lots of strength and send you all my blessings and love.

7 comments:

Caio Fernandes said...

i take your words as mine , Luna .........
i found the post on the blog just 2 hours ago , but for days was aware of the situation .
she was a very dear friend always present and suporting us .
God bless her soul for ever now .
her love is among us .

Momo Luna said...

Yes, Caio, i was a bit afraid, knowing this post would come. But now she has peace. You're right her love is among us. It's amazing how someone you never met personally in real life can touch your soul so intensely and that i even love her....

Rachel said...

Liebe Monica,

wundervolle Worte hast du gefunden, ja, sie hat ihren Frieden gefunden in einer hoffentlich besseren Welt...

lieb, Rachel

Inkpunk Artworks said...

So very sad, but reading what is written here makes it seem a little bit better. It hurts to even think the pain that she went through, and I can only hope that she has peace now. You all have bit hearts and even bigger souls.

Brian

Starla said...

A very sad but beautiful post and tribute to your friend. Your artwork is lovely as well.

Momo Luna said...

Thank you lieber Rachel. Yes i do believe Renee is now in a better place without pain.

Yes it's sad Brian, but at the same time it isn't. Because she now is reunited with her beloved ones, and she for sure is here also in the hearts of many.
Renee showed us unconditional love for everyone, courage and passion for life.

Thank you Starla, i appreciate it.

ALeks said...

He,wat goed,jij hebt ook zo een hartverwarmende aandenken gemaakt voor Renee.Ik kende Renee vrij lang en zij noemde mij haar tweeling zus, :O)
ooit vertelde ik haar dat ik mijn niet geboren tweeling broer of zus nooit heb ontmoet en mijn hele leven rond heb gelopen met het gevoel dat ik iets verschrikkelijk miste en toen kwam zij met het idee dat wij tweeling zussen waren,lief he?
Ik ben alleen niet zo een braverik in een hele grote groep mensen,bij Caio op zijn blog ook zo,voel me niet echt op mn gemak dus als het te druk word bij iemand ben ik weg omdat ik denk dan heeft men geen behoefte om ook nog aan mij te denken en antwoorden.
Ik kreeg opgegeven moment een klein metalen engeltje van haar,dat HOOP voorstelde,omdat ik hoop had verloren om ooit weer geluk te vinden en gezond te worden.Mijn reddende engel, mag ze eindelijk genieten van al dat wat ze gemist heeft. Alleen vind ik het erg verschrikkelijk voor Wahid en haar dochters,moet er niet aan denken om mijn mama te moeten verliezen op zo een harde manier,op geen enkel manier.Ik ben heel blij dat jij zo mooi over haar hebt geschreven en als ik het weer lees denk ik met warme gevoel aan die lieve,stoere vrouw.Dank je van uit mn hart daar voor,liefs Aleksandra

Ook jouw tekening vind ik heel mooi.