*

The mysterious world of MONICA CROESE

18.4.10

For you, my friend

Hi dear readers,
i am a happy blogger because it's so good to make blogfriends who support you and leave nice comments. And it brings joy to support yóu and leave nice comments myself as well. At the moment i can't keep up with you all because of a lack of energy and some sorrow and troubles.

I have a chronicle muscle disease and there are moments that i can't do much mostly because i'm soooooooooooo tired then. I have to avoid stress and negativ emotions because that strengthen the effects of my disease. But how can i avoid that? I told the doctor that life is also with stress etc... ;-)

So at the moment i am a little bit low, but i know it'll be better again soon. The reason i write this post is because i want my loyal readers to know that i appreciate your comments and support very much, they make me happy! That i also still follow all your lovely blogs as well, but that there are moments that i'm a bit silent (not forgetting you or being rude). And it's notthat bad, don't worry, i have learned to deal with it. As i wrote to someone: i have learned to float instead of drowning.

Ha! i was worried you might think that i don't care or something because of the silence and i'm not commenting. Yeah yeah i know i am a pleaser...... but it comes from my heart.
I wanna let you know: i love you all!!!
Therefore soon there will be another give-away to show you my gratitude.
For now i'm gonna daydreaming in the sunlight.

Keep dreaming about new horizons......

42 comments:

Jasmine said...

You rest and feel better soon. I hope you are having as wonderful Spring weather as we are here so you can sit outside and hear the birds.

xxJ

Elisabeth said...

No one expects you to respond all the time, Monica.

Take it easy. Worry not. Your art work and your family, these are what matter.

Your blog friends will stay nearby and respond when you need them, but you must not feel too much the need to look after everyone. I know that feeling myself and it can be too much, especially when you are unwell.

Take care.

Keep up your strength, don't waste it on worrying.

jbkrost said...

hey.......
What you need to do is, relax! This is not a job it just a way to branch out, and show your work and and meet people with simular interests.
There should not be any pressure involved.
Have fun and create!

Brian Sylvester said...

Take the time for yourself, relax your mind and don't worry about the computer. The there and now is more important.

My energy is always with you, and I send you thoughts of healing, energy and hope. Please let me know if I can do anything for you.

Take good care and soak up the sun!

Eva said...

I am send you healing wishes. We all have our challenges at times and understand, so do not worry about keeping up with blogging.

Caio Fern said...

hi Momo Luna , you don't know me , my name is Caio , and this is the very first time i come to visit your blog .
i wish you better soon , and if i knew you better would even say that i wish to do something now for you .

all the best for you . rest , and recieve the kisses of this strange that is writing for you now .

Yvette said...

mafkees die Caio...

meissie ik kom jij gaat...eventjes rustig aan het was goed.
Het zal jou ook goed doen want soms voelt het als een druk om iedereen te antwoorden (ja beetje pleasen)
mind your body my love!
zacht kusje om je niet te hardhandig te omhelzen.
dagdag

Gewll said...

Kissssss of du côté des méduses!

Unknown said...

LOVE is the answer.

Know that you are loved!!!!!

Rachel said...

Liebe, gute Monica,

Nimm dir Zeit der Welt Alle Wieder gesund zu Werden, mach dir Keinen Stress. Du bist deshalb Nicht vergessen, Auf Keinen Fall.

Ich wünsche dir baldige Genesung Wieder, Dass du dich fühlst Ganz Wohl Und wieder so richtig Durchstarten kannst ...

Alles Liebe und Gute wünscht dir von Herzen, Rachel

Whitney-Anne Baker said...

hey Momo - nice to hear yr voice, whatever you are saying. Sometimes we need to say things are not so good eh? Being long term ill is just the fact of life (I know from my own experience) and it's as good to be honest about it. I send my love and good thoughts for you and yours . . . much love

Aleks said...

This is the 3-d time Im trying to leave the message,darn!!!!!
And i will,finally!! Just a huge warm hug from fellow artist who is also suffering a muscle disease accompanied by chronicle pain and fatigue!!I do know how much you need to refill your batteries and I hope it will be the fact soon!! Im battling my battles alone so I do hope you have friends and partner and family to support you,more stress to your condition is not good and everything can be stress in these times! Loads of good love and till next time dear woman!!
Groetjes en liefs Aleksandra :O)

Denise SCARAMAI said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Denise SCARAMAI said...
This comment has been removed by the author.
Denise SCARAMAI said...

Momo Luna dear! life always means a few rounds of "pies" forcing us to be quieter than we would like ...
I also got very tired living here in my country is very uncertain, full of surprises ... go 'dance music and this reflects on our health, no doubt ...
but also with all of this I rejoice with friends new blog up that much!
get a little instigates with the feedback we sometimes speak words so sweet and entertainers, so wonder what is art, is truly magical, because it shows a message, excites, makes others think, interpret, and finally leaves in "live"!
soon you will feel brand new, energetic ... and continue to take energy from the sun and moon too!
a strong hug,
Denis

nouvelles couleurs - vienna atelier said...

I like you so much...

William Michaelian said...

Monica, you know how I feel. Somehow you turn everything, the ups and downs and difficulties, into a gift for us. That is what a friend and artist does. Thank you, and good thoughts from far away.

Martine said...

Heeeeeeeee blijf drijven!
Het is bijna lente en dat maakt alles gemakkelijker.
Liefs
XXXm

Harnett-Hargrove said...

You beautiful art will wait... time to wonder. Hope you are feeling fit soon. Keep your chin up. -J

Amelia said...

Oh, I hope you feel better. I know the knackered feelings . . . .

We all have our low days. Keep making :)

Amelia.x

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Dear Jasmine,

we have beautiful spring weather also overhere (although today is a rainy day but i love the rain) and sitting in the sun hearing the birds sing, that makes me happy and gives energy.

xxx for you, thank for your sweet comment.

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

You are so right Elisabeth and i know that what matters most is my family and art. But i grow fond of some bloggers also and i don't wanna be rude. But i also know close blogfriends understand. :-)
I promise you not to worry again about this.

A hug for you!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Haha JB thank you for making me laugh for such a strong and sweet comment. Your absolutely right my friend.

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Here and now is for sure the most important dear Brian. And thank you for your thoughts of healing, energy and hope. I felt that. All your supporting comments means a lot and bring energy. More than you can think of. So you do already lots for me. :-)

xxx

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you for your understanding and sweet comment Eva.

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Hahaha Caio, you crazy man. Nice meeting you and thank you for placing this huge grin on my face. You must know i love strangers.

xxx and sweet greetz from Monica (fellow Steppenwolf)

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Ha lieve Yvette,
ja ik ben ook een pleaser sometimes. Maar je hebt gelijk, nergens voor nodig. Ware blogfriends begrijpen ook wel dat het echte leven voor de computer gaat.
Volgende week lekker een week vrij dus het komt goed met rustig aan doen. Ik hoop dat je genoten hebt de afgelopen dagen van het zonnetje. :-D
xxx meisje, take care!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you so much Gewll and kisses back for you!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Danke Rachel lieb,
i always feel the sweetness of your words, thank you so much for your lovely support. :-)

Liebe und gute wünsch ich auf fúr dir.

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you Whitney- anne; i'm glad you hear my voice and like it. :-)

Sweet greetz for you!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Hi there ALeks,
i didn't know you also suffer a muscle disease.
I'm so sorry you have to fight your battles alone. My family and friends support me, but that also can be lonesome, because they don't understand the fatigueness when your ill. You can't see anything also, so people often think i'm fine when not. But i'm sure you understand this all to well.
Thank you for these loads of good love. You're such a sweetheart!

Take care lovely one.
Groetjes en heel veel liefs ook voor jou!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you Denise,
sorry to hear you also got very tired sometimes. But your so right; meeting people here in the blogosphere is absolutely magical and very inspiring. :-)

A very big hug and i send you lots of good vibrations and energy.

xxx Monica

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you Laura, you're sweet, kind and i love your talent (art) a lot.

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Dear William,
such lovely words, thank you so much. I also feel that way about your poems and novels. You write with so much compassion, that even the hard stuff and difficulties from life you also write about, seems less hard because you show us hope,compassion, humour and even the beauty in it. Your words and spirit make the world a less lonesome place. That's also what a friend and artist does.
xxx

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Oh yeah William, i forgot to write this:
i love your old donkey with black sorrowfull eyes, from the No fault of his own story. That's what i mean in the above comment.
:-)

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Hi Martine,
ik ben heeeeel goed in drijven. En ja heerlijk, de lente maakt alles lichter.
xxx

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

I will Harnett, thank you for your support and comment.
Hug!

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Tnx Amelia,
and after low days there always will be high days also. Just like nature, and the tiding. :-)
Thank you dear, x

Jean said...

"...I wanna let you know: i love you all!!!"

Nous aussi , nous vous aimons beaucoup !
Nous aimons également vos dessins si riches , si originaux !

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Merci beaucoup Jean! :-D

human being said...

love to you!

we float with you too...
:)

Momo Luna S!gnals said...

Thank you Human being, that's so sweet of you!